Dark Flower

My life, isn't as happy as you think it is. And i'm not as happy as you think i am. Most of the people think, being me, is a really nice thing because they think my family is rich, happy, peaceful, and most of them think, i'm always happy. But the truth is, i'm not. For the past few years, I've always loved to make people happy. When i was younger, someone told my mom i hated my whole family, and i hated her, and my mom was really sad, so she took me to the orphanage. I begged and begged her not to put me here. Thats what i remembered. So she took me to my aunt's kindergarten. I sat there for a full of three exact days. And i kept thinking. Who would do this to me and why. And long after, i found out. But because i didn't want to hurt her feelings, i didn't mention this up, and i didn't blame her for anything. I just kept it to myself until now. And at that moment, i was in year 2. I was eight years young. And my dad was in the hospital for an operat

Hi everyone! Guess what?! :P It's Kaylynn's birthday today! WHEE! Sad i won't be celebrating her birthday with her. But i just want to let her know that she's the best! We both are just so awesome together. :P We may have some ups and downs throughout our friendship. But we are still strong and crazy maniacs together. We made up so many words together. Like 'stupid idiot pangsai' hahaha! And lots more. :p We have sleepovers once in a while. When we have sleepovers its always fun. We stay up very late, look for hair tutorials, gossip, act stupid, laugh, laugh, laugh, dance, and laugh more. We basically just do so many things. Love her so much! It's easy being with her. I'm always myself. Everytime i'm down she's always there to cheer me up. She's the best! I can never ask for anything more. I love her sooo soo much. Hopefully we'll go shopping together soon. Like only both of us, going window shopping, trying on clothes, not buying them, r

Okay hi guys! Tbh, I actually have a lot of bad habits. One of them, is laziness. DAMN! I don't understand why am I so lazy. Lazy and stupid. I've been slacking in my school works. Slowing down. Everyone have already finish more than one book. And me? Still in number zero. I don't know what is happening to me. It's so embarrassing. I mean, I'm a girl. I'm suppose to be smart, well behaved and have a girly attitude. But look at me. Boyish, rough, stupid, lazy, disgusting, LAZY. Oh gosh, why am I so lazy. :( So today, I've decided to change. Maybe not all the part of my attitude. But I must take laziness and stupidity away. It is affecting my school progression. It's bad! BADBADBAD! Okay, so tomorrow onwards, I must start concentrating on my school work, and stop my freaking mouth from talking and talking and talking. Stop my eyes from being such a busybody all the time. And concentrate on the book! Okay! I can do this! I hope this change is a work. Wish m